Saturday, November 19, 2005
Tonight you stoop to my level.
I'm your mangy little whore.
Now you're trying to find your underwear,
and your socks,
and then the door.
And you're trying to find a reason
why you have to leave.
I know it's cuz you think you're Adam
and you think I'm Eve.
And you rhapsodize about beauty
and my eyes glaze.
Everything I love is ugly,
I mean really --you would be amazed.
And just do me a favor,
it's the least that you can do.
Just um...don't treat me like I am
something that happened to you.
I am...I am...I am...truly sorry,
sorry about all this.
And you plot a tiny pin prick
in my big red balloon.
As I slowly start to exhale,
it's when you leave the room.
And I did not design this game.
I did not name the stakes.
I just happen to like apples,
nd I am not afraid of snakes.
I am...I am...I am...truly sorry about all this.
I hear you and your anger hurts
I hear that it's with, with
with....So I let go the ratio
things set, things hurt.
As I leave you to your garden,
and the beauty you prefer.
I wonder whether this will have meaning
for you, when you've left it all behind.
I think I'll even wonder
if you meant it at the time.
-- Ani Difranco (ofcourse)
Sunday, November 13, 2005
counting the numbers its taken to be me .....
lifted from anothers blog .... hepppy burday number time!! :P
1 of me is more then enough
2 siblings
3 2 siblings + 1 more
4 loved dressing my little brother in my dresses heheh *b.e.g*
5 years and counting *Mashallah*
6 got Rs 2 for pocket money everyday ...spent it on icelollies
7 and its multiples ;)
8 kicked ass at dancing statues
9 was the hula hoop champion
10 cried cuz i was leaving junior school to go to senior school (around the corner)
11 friends in my bubble
12 put on barely there makeup and went to the sindclub gala feeling very grown up
13 put on the puppy fat (it refusing to fucking go *groan*)
14 attempted to go goth
15 was difficult (cant remember why though)
16 got a rose, teddy bear and asked out for the 1st time
17 thats the one
18 lived on my own (sort of;))
19 great films i still haveto havto watch
20 hum chaar on the chautha floor
21 wasnt as big a deal.. i was in mtl
22 life as a bumming bum
23 starting life or at least trying to.......